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Love Letters of Paniali; Letters from bottom of heart which are not easy to share. Maybe one day letters will be opened...

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Mostly, what ever you think is what you feel.

When I was in middle school, my science teacher Mrs. Honarvar, told us our brian is the source of all feelings and emotions, not our hearts.



Pain
The other time my body was hurting so much, but when i couldn't find any source of pain, after few minetues i noticed that the pain was vanished.


Fear

I remember first time I went to "shahre bazi" I was in middel school, or elementry , and I closed my eyes when i entered to "Toonele vahshat" from that time shahre bazi wasn't my favourite place,
.. every time i ended up going to a ride my eyes were closed and I used to panic.
I didn't see any point why i should put my self in the situation to get scared.

on sunday it was " persian night" in Wonderland( ke hamoon shhare bazi khoodemoon bashee) and beacuse every body was insisiting too much, and i got a free ticket I decided to go.
It was time to get to rides, I was panicing just by look at those rides, and firends who have been there before told me that they have got very sick...
we've already had some food and that also made every thing worst.
Then i found out ihave only 2 choices, very politely appologise and just seat down and watch others, or try to believe that i can overcome my fears.
and I choosed secound one.
and the resualts was unbelivable, I got to the worst rides and I was almost the only one who was smiling and not hanging to those holders. I was almost the only one who was saying jokes and acting funny when we were upside down.

I think I tried too much to convinve my self to overcome my fears, cuz, after couple of rides I felt that those rides are getting boring and they are not amuzing enough...








well have u heard that joke:
ye rooz ye pesare dar ye shabe yakhbandan va khili sard ke hameja ghandil basteh bood,biroone khoone ash memoone, va tanha fekri ke be zehnesh merese ine ke be khoodesh talghin kone ke hava garme, shayd injoori az yahk zadan nejat pida kone.

farda sobh mardom jasadesh ro dame dare khoone pida mekonand, va pezeshke gahnooni elate marg ro garma zadegi elam mekone....
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